Does she really think I only see her as the embodiment of every mistake I have ever made in my life?

Does she really believe that when I look her, I only see the woman who used me to spy and to kill against my country?

Does she?

I know I have never been vocal about how much I love her but I DO love my daughter!

I love her more than anything or anyone else in my life!

I will do and have literally done what is necessary to keep her safe especially from the likes of Irina Derevko - even if it means lying to Sydney and the CIA in the process.

And now that she knows the truth, that I set her mother up for death, what can I do to win her back, to help her see that I only had her safety in mind?