Does she really think I only see her as the embodiment of every mistake
I have ever made in my life?
Does she really believe that when I look her, I only see the woman who
used me to spy and to kill against my country?
I know I have never been vocal about how much I love her but I DO love
I love her more than anything or anyone else in my life!
I will do and have literally done what is necessary to keep her safe
especially from the likes of Irina Derevko - even if it means lying to
Sydney and the CIA in the process.
And now that she knows the truth, that I set her mother up for death,
what can I do to win her back, to help her see that I only had her
safety in mind?